The Sweetest Candy’s Gone…

Candy girl,



I really don’t know what to say, nor to write now. I am too brokenhearted, baby. My life is currently falling down like the World Trade Center buildings when they were bombed on my birthday few years ago.

Thank you so much for picking me up as your human mommy, even though for the last few months I couldn’t give you and your parents everything that you all deserve and used to have. I’m gonna miss your hugs, the way you protect me, I’m gonna miss you in my arm, I’m so gonna miss the way you lick my face, neck, earlobes. Yes, you like licking a lot, more than other my furry kids. You wore your name very well. Candy :’)

Dear my Candy,

I guess you are now playing with your favorite buddy C’est Moi. Did you know that he’s actually your father? And how’s Cupcake?



Some people don’t believe than animals don’t have soul. But I believe, dogs are different. Dogs are special, you guys are created by God as our best friends. And yes, you do have soul - and that’s why we will meet again someday when God lets me. Lick me as much as you want when that time comes. I will not stop you, I promise.

Candy dearest,

If you were patient enough actually, in few days we all will stay together again under one roof. You, Dad, and myself. But well, God loves you too much He doesn’t want you to suffer any longer…

It’s just sad that the cause of your and C’est Moi’s death was because you guys didn’t wanna eat, got dehydrated, because you couldn’t bear the sadness of being separated from me. Wow. There’s no single man that has ever missed me that much, Candy. Hey, you didn’t even have a chance to fall in love. You loved me too much, you needed nothing else…

Sweetie,

Mommy loves you. And I don’t think I will adopt another dog. I can’t bear any more loss, any more pain. You will always have a special place in my heart. Geez. I wish you could lick my tears now as I am typing this letter…

Dear Candy,

Rest in peace. Be assured that you are well-loved. I am “glad” I brought you to Citos a couple of weeks ago and we both were so happy on that day, remember? You loved that vanilla ice cream I bought for you, but you’d rather sleep on my lap. Each time we met during our separation, you didn’t wanna waste a single minute . You stayed close to me as much as you could.

Candy,

Thank you so much for the great love.

Love,
Connie

PS. If you met my Mom, don’t lick her face. She won’t like it.


---Oleh: Dear_Connie


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